crappy day

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

So, I am having a crappy day today. I found out the although my husbnad was supposed to be home for Mardi Gras for the 3rd year in a row his job has completely ignored the fact that he asked to stay home for the holiday and are once again sending him off to work in another city which means me and the little one will be alone for Mardi Gras again this year. Let me tell you it is really shitty when you wonder around a completely adult holiday with an infant, baby or toddler. I am really not looking forward to it again this year. I just want to hide but I live only a few blocks from the French Quarter so hiding isn't really an option. I love Mardi Gras I really do as a matter of fact I find it quite refreshing that New Orleans has it's very own holiday that no other place in the United States shares. I just wish my husband was here to share it with me. I have spent too long being all cynical about him not being here all the time and with each passing day that hard shell is becoming more difficult to keep from cracking.

I must work on enjoying each day, that is one thing I will do, enjoy each day. Ok it is one thing that I will try to do.